Putting myself together..

Hi guys. How are you all doing?

I don’t know why am I asking this.Well I know, no one is going to respond, like – “hey I am doing good. What about you?” I’ll be glad if some one does.

Well, I have been out of sight, out of time and out of focus and didn’t post anything in a month’s time. To begin with, I was buzy with family wedding and all, then office, then entangled in my swinging moods, my emotions, my thoughts, my shaking focus and what not. So, I don’t know what happened to me and is still going on that I am kind of losing my positive energy, my enthusiasm and my positivity as a whole. I am kind of feeling angry and anxious. It feels like nothing is falling into place. So much is there to be fulfilled and time is running short. I even don’t know why am I writing this all here, but it’s just coming out.

The good part is, that I know and I am able to realize that I am falling into the pit of negativity and I have to come out of it. So, today, I was figuring out the things to do which shall brighten up my mood and help me see the way out of this shit that is happening to me.

Well, I miss my friends whom I haven’t met since a long time. I have realized that, it has been sooooo long that I didn’t actually have had real fun and let my hair down without any formalities, without any judgements,without any worries.

Specially, real fun with all my girlfriends. I have very few however. Oh, I miss that sooo much. I was missing my blog as well. So, I came here and what can be better than sharing my unfiltered thoughts to get back to myself. I don’t know if anyone can relate with me. If any one has felt like this at times. I think it is fine to have such anxiousness at times as we are humans, but the important part is that we must be able to cope up and get over it.

I have all the wisdom if you notice😂.I just have to implement my wisdom and make things better and I am trying.

Smiles to all🙂😊😁😬

Divya Srivastava